I have started a new post a thousand times but then I feel guilty for taking time out from reading the trillions of pages of readings and studying and I go back to it. However, I promise that in the next month or so this blog will get really exciting because come hell or high water I am going to start clinicals next month. So this will be a quick, non-exciting update. 3 weeks ago I was failing all three classes...shocking (NOT!) I know. Fast forward to today where I'm passing all 3 classes. This doesn't mean that I am completely out of the woods but I have positioned myself to do well which I am very happy about. We have 2 weeks left and I cannot wait to kiss this term goodbye! I can't for the life of me figure out why they put these 3 classes together when so many students and faculty have argued against it. But anyway...Life moves along.
Single momhood is by no means easy but it can be so rewarding. I sent my baby boy off to kindergarten this year and its been a bittersweet experience. Every time I send him off I have some random flashback from the last five years and its hard to accept how time is flying by. This past year has left me feeling like the worst mom at times because I can't do everything I want to do for him. Yes he's a pretty good, well-adjusted kid but my own personal mom guilt is a bitch! I have to admit though it has motivated me to keep it moving because I want nothing but the best for him. Besides I'm too close to being done now to quit. So I trudge on one day at a time. Thanks for sticking with me...its been a crazy journey so far but the best is yet to come! XO
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