Ok I admit it. I'm waiting for something bad to happen. I really shouldn't be so negative but I'm feeling like its a crime to be this happy. Maybe happy isn't the right word to describe how I'm feeling but its the only thing I can think to write. Here was my day today-had some frustrating moments, saw my first patient, had a celebratory drink with my wonderful co-workers, and came home...and had a moment. It finally hit me. I'm somebody's provider. Someone's midwife.
Wow.
I battled my nerves and made it through. It seems, that after so many years of heartbreak and sacrifices, I've finally reached a point in my life where I can enjoy it. And that is pretty damn awesome.
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