Not my finest hour...

What a night! I'm so close to the finish line its crazy. It literally feels like its hurtling at me full speed and I'm a little overwhelmed right now. I am my own worse critic and I set the bar very high for myself and when I don't achieve my own goals its hard for me to feel confident in my abilities. I won't go into specifics because now that I've had a few hours of sleep my answers to some of the questions I was being asked by my preceptor are quite embarrassing. I'm like a broken record when I say this but I really do have some amazing preceptors who are working with me and encouraging me without tearing me down. If you know anything about nursing you know that's a big deal! Anyway, despite my gaffes and complete lack of L&D experience, I pushed through and hung around to catch my 6th baby. This weekend's plan is to spend a lot of time studying intrapartum care which will be beneficial in the long run because I wanted to study for comps this weekend also. I refuse to look like an idiot again. 6 babies down, 34 more to go.