Term 3 Day 2

24 hours into term 3...I'm dying. I have all primary care classes and they are all related to each other in some way so I can't keep straight what assignment belongs to what class, what day online discussions are...My head is swimming with too much information! To add to the insanity most of my text books have not arrived-in fact the tracking info says they are somewhere around here in a warehouse. Lesson learned-always go with UPS because they don't disappoint. Anyway I knew this would be my hardest term yet but I had no idea. The feeling that I had starting my first term? Multiply that by about a trillion and that's where I am right now. And screwing up is not an option because these are the classes that are absolutely important to my being a successful practitioner. I think the enormity of what I'm attempting to do here has finally started to set in and it is daunting. In fact its downright terrifying. Hundreds if not thousands of women will be depending on me to help them through the most important transition in their lives, and on top of that responsibility little tiny people will be depending on me to bring them into the world safely and it all starts right here with these classes. Yep...I'm sufficiently terrified.